With this question spoken to me, my mind raced to find an answer. I said I wanted more. With no long extravagant explanation of what more was, I just simply asked for it. More of what you ask? More in life, more in everything, more in God. But what more was I wanting?
Part of me said, I've seen, done, and heard so much, what more could I possibly get? I could be content with the place I was at, but I didn't want to be.
I want to be so much more. More in God. Was there a certain point I had to reach before I could obtain more? Would I have to be someone special to do the things I only dream of doing? Could I accept such power, authority, calling, relationship at such a young age? Would I ever be different, or better yet make a difference?
In a world where people want to win, be better, to finish first, to be recognized, could I ever be enough?
I struggle with understanding what more I can have. I struggle with the fact that I can be more: but I have to be myself. The person God made me and placed a marvelous calling in. - Yes I want more. How do I get it though?
I try to reach more by example. Yet, I look at the world, even to the Body, and find a desolate place. I see void, and my urning is not filled. I see lives filled with motions, feelings, and doubt. Maintaining faith is a highly uncommon thing in society today.
It hit me. If I wanted more, it would cost more. It would cost everything. My life.
How much are you willing give to obtain more in your life? What are you wanting? Are you waiting for more? Or are you chasing after it with your life?
For too long our relationship with our Father has been in slumber. It has cost nothing, lost it's power, and has been unfruitful. We need the new. We need an override of our current thought and emotion process. To gain selfless faith. To forget about the cost, and chase after the heart of our King. THAT is when we will find more. When only God can fill our want and need. What is your desire? What do you want more than anything right now? With as much as you've been given, whether you know how much that is or not, what more do you want? You already have the victory, the healing, the calling, the anointing, the power.
What is your more? What is the cost?
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
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